decisions

Contemplating
Originally uploaded by Milena T

one, i feel drained.
two, i have grounded myself from driving unnecessarily.
three, i have decided not to pursue anything with the person
of interest previously because i feel like i need to be friends
and only friends with that person...because if something
was meant to happen, it will... in its own due time.. i just
don't think it is now.

i need a way to unwind and escape pressure
cuz as soon as i was able to relax for a split
second, i wound up having tons more things
to worry about.

i feel like i am at a stop in the road right now
where i have to wait for my tour guide [God] to come
and show me where to go next. i have an interview for
my internship tomorrow... and that is going to determine
quite a few things for me...pending the outcome.

i need to pick classes to take this summer... and i have to
load up. i also have to pick what my hours are going to
be for work based on the classes i take... and i need
to make sure i am making enough money, too.

ahsdjahksd

does someone wanna come take me away?
i need to escape