incapable of doing anything correctly

Screw Up
Originally uploaded by Anna Gordon

it's funny how the words that i was
told years ago
still affect me today.

it's like they're embedded in my system
to the point where they won't come out.

so lately it has felt like i can't seem
to do things right.

little things, big things... the like.

but... i am glad that i have friends who
remind me that they care and to remember
in how many different ways i have been
blessed.

...but there is always that little nag&tug
in the back of my mind.

"royal screw-up"
she called me.
but...did't she know that
most monarchies have
been over-thrown?

oh, the thought process.