can now be found...
here.
kthnx. <3
i love you.
but.
time for a change.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
the Sun is Up, the Sky is Blue
i think you should listen to a little band called
Barcelona...they're pretty good.
so, the chronic anemia hit me really hard
this week. the last time it hit me this hard,
i was a sophomore in high school and i
passed out at a show choir competition.
so i'm being treated like a kid right now
and being told to take it easy because
otherwise!..i wind up in the hospital.
so, i felt no need to go to the doctor since
i can usually recognize an episode right
off the bat (i feel weak&fatigued all the time,
all i want to do is sleep, i am only awake long
enough to get a meal in me and even then it's
a struggle, i get dizzy if i sit up or stand up
for too long, i feel dehydrated, sometimes i
get vertigo...yeah) so i felt a few of them early
on and called kaiser to let the doctor lady
know what was up and she e-mailed me a
chart that they used to give me when i was
in middle school to log what i ate and to check
the iron levels and nutrient levels in it.
needless to say, my attempt at the rice&beans
fast on monday wasn't good for it... so i'm back
to eating normal foods...especially foods high
in iron (which = red meats which gives me a
stomach ache...but i just deal cuz
stomach ache>hospital trip) so yeah.
hmm. hopefully i will be back in commission
this weekend...especially since shine day
is saturday... last time i had a bad episode
i was out for almost two weeks... so hopefully
i keep getting better.
anyway.
methinks that's it.
oh.
i really wanna have a photo shoot... where i'm
not taking pictures... and i'm on the other side..
i think it'd be fun?
yeah.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
the rescue
flickr searched this and found some legitimately from SD.
it was amazing.
it was awesome.
my mom pissed me off.
it was still amazing.
and we got dominated
by sprinklers and we
STILL staked out.
i talked to thousands
of people over a mega
phone to rile them up
at the Abduction Site
and ran a circus to get
them to the LRA camp.
good day.
minus the mom.
but still.
good day.
20 more cities to be rescued
as of right now.
http://nightof.therescue.invisiblechildren.com
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
head vs. heart
they're kind of at war right now.
can't make up their mind(s).
yep.
i want a cinnamon roll.
or some frozen yogurt.
i'm trying to eat healthy.
trying really hard.
yep.
Monday, April 20, 2009
alrighty.
i'm ready for summer and no school.
this weather makes it so hard to concentrate.
anyway.
so, i finished all the make up work and tests.
i feel less stressed, but until The Rescue is
over, i won't feel relief.
young life tonight. yep.
le sigh.
i'm doing well.
i think that's a good update.
that i'm doing well.
and i hope you are, too.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
defeat.
i feel pretty defeated.
one of my professors lost
ALL of my work.
9 weeks worth of work.
9 weeks worth of tests.
and i have until tomorrow
to make all of the work up.
and i have to re-take all
the tests on monday.
i'm only getting half credit
for all of it.
but half credit is better
than no credit.
despite trying to be positive
about that, i still feel incredibly
defeated.
:/
and i need to crank out
the new set.
and do more planning
for The Rescue.
and work on booking
for summer tours.
:/
i feel defeated.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
el sol.
i do miss the sunshine
and the warm weather.
but you know how you feel
when you get home from
a trip and land in san diego
and then go home to sleep
in your own bed and be around
all things familiar?
that felt good.
<3
gonna *hopefully* get my new tattoo
today.
"amor vincit onmnia" love conquers all things.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
everywhere you go, you must be well dressed
one thing i find weird here in puerto rico
is that even if you're leaving the house
for two seconds, you MUST be well dressed
and put together. heaven forbid i go to the
grocery store in pajamas, you know?
so i've been dressing nice... in dresses,
nice shirts and pants/shorts/skirts...
but today... i am over it. i will rock
my normal uniform of a v-neck, some
sort of bottom with a crotch stitched in it,
(i mean jeans or shorts) and my TOMS.
i may get a look from my gma with a
"suggestion" to change... but. i am
technically a tourist... i'll rock california
all i can.
yep.
ok.
bye!
guilty pleasure
i have a guilty pleasure.
or two?
here goes....
i really like....
rascal flatts
& taylor swift.
and maybe some
line dancing
:X
yep.
every girl has got
to have their quirks.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
dance.
a male ballet dancer
is called a Cavalier.
in case you didn't
know and wanted
to know. that is my
google knowledge
for the day.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
la lluvia
i got to go on a night time kayak excursion
last night. i was determined to go see the
bioluminescent bay.
a cloudy night
the moon fighting to show light
and failing miserably.
it was pouring rain
and i loved it.
the drops of water crashed
into the bay.
they met my face
and dripped quickly down.
we kayaked through the
canal underneath this
perfect tunnel made
by the trees.
the second the paddle
hit the water, it was
surrounded by a blue
glowing light.
i felt like a kid splashing
the water around.
the bay was amazing,
though. it was raining
hard enough to the
point where the impact
of the drops hitting the
water were enough to
make the whole bay glow.
surreal.
and today it rained.
and i played in the warm,
thick rain. and i loved it.
<3
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Island time zone
trying to make the switch over to island time
from my typically over-scheduled life.
going from being a J to a P.... just for this
vacation...
and it's hard. haha!
Friday, April 3, 2009
layover.
currently, i am sitting in the Dulles Airport (D.C.)
bored.
it's 7:32am here, 4:32am on the west coast.
had a conversation buddy on the flight from
SD to DC.
mm. i'm tired. i hope i can get comfy and
fall asleep on this flight.
you know what i love?
the awkwardness of applying makeup on an airplane.
especially when I use photobooth to apply it.
hah. i love it. people stare. and i giggle.
hajsdhkja
need sleep.
will update when i get to puerto rico.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
fly away
on my zephyr.
no, not really
but i am listening
to the red hot
chili peppers.
anyway. i am trying to
figure out WHAT in the
heck i should wear on
the plane tomorrow night..
i want to wear a sun dress
but... it'll be chill.E. in SD&DC
but suuuuuuuuuper warm in
puerto rico, so i don't wanna
burn up from wearing sweats.
sundress with leggings
underneath+toms+light jacket?
or normal jacket?
i don't know?
ack.
so confused.
halp?















