Page Moving

Page Moving, originally uploaded by danielmray.

can now be found...

here.

kthnx. <3

i love you.
but.
time for a change.

the Sun is Up, the Sky is Blue

the Sun is Up, the Sky is Blue, originally uploaded by katie essick.

i think you should listen to a little band called
Barcelona...they're pretty good.

so, the chronic anemia hit me really hard
this week. the last time it hit me this hard,
i was a sophomore in high school and i
passed out at a show choir competition.
so i'm being treated like a kid right now
and being told to take it easy because
otherwise!..i wind up in the hospital.
so, i felt no need to go to the doctor since
i can usually recognize an episode right
off the bat (i feel weak&fatigued all the time,
all i want to do is sleep, i am only awake long
enough to get a meal in me and even then it's
a struggle, i get dizzy if i sit up or stand up
for too long, i feel dehydrated, sometimes i
get vertigo...yeah) so i felt a few of them early
on and called kaiser to let the doctor lady
know what was up and she e-mailed me a
chart that they used to give me when i was
in middle school to log what i ate and to check
the iron levels and nutrient levels in it.

needless to say, my attempt at the rice&beans
fast on monday wasn't good for it... so i'm back
to eating normal foods...especially foods high
in iron (which = red meats which gives me a
stomach ache...but i just deal cuz
stomach ache>hospital trip) so yeah.

hmm. hopefully i will be back in commission
this weekend...especially since shine day
is saturday... last time i had a bad episode
i was out for almost two weeks... so hopefully
i keep getting better.

anyway.

methinks that's it.

oh.

i really wanna have a photo shoot... where i'm
not taking pictures... and i'm on the other side..
i think it'd be fun?

yeah.

the rescue

Marching with Style, originally uploaded by Majdy.

flickr searched this and found some legitimately from SD.

it was amazing.
it was awesome.
my mom pissed me off.
it was still amazing.
and we got dominated
by sprinklers and we
STILL staked out.

i talked to thousands
of people over a mega
phone to rile them up
at the Abduction Site
and ran a circus to get
them to the LRA camp.

good day.

minus the mom.
but still.
good day.
20 more cities to be rescued
as of right now.

http://nightof.therescue.invisiblechildren.com

head vs. heart

Leap, originally uploaded by Tomorrow's Autumn.

they're kind of at war right now.
can't make up their mind(s).

yep.

i want a cinnamon roll.
or some frozen yogurt.
i'm trying to eat healthy.
trying really hard.

yep.

alrighty.

Love is the Movement, originally uploaded by KennyBacakPhotography.

i'm ready for summer and no school.
this weather makes it so hard to concentrate.

anyway.

so, i finished all the make up work and tests.
i feel less stressed, but until The Rescue is
over, i won't feel relief.

young life tonight. yep.

le sigh.

i'm doing well.

i think that's a good update.

that i'm doing well.

and i hope you are, too.

defeat.

cellular respiration (106/365), originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.

i feel pretty defeated.
one of my professors lost
ALL of my work.
9 weeks worth of work.
9 weeks worth of tests.
and i have until tomorrow
to make all of the work up.
and i have to re-take all
the tests on monday.
i'm only getting half credit
for all of it.

but half credit is better
than no credit.

despite trying to be positive
about that, i still feel incredibly
defeated.

:/

and i need to crank out
the new set.

and do more planning
for The Rescue.

and work on booking
for summer tours.

:/

i feel defeated.

el sol.

chillin. enjoying the breeze., originally uploaded by xxblackdahlias.

i do miss the sunshine
and the warm weather.

but you know how you feel
when you get home from
a trip and land in san diego
and then go home to sleep
in your own bed and be around
all things familiar?

that felt good.

<3

gonna *hopefully* get my new tattoo
today.

"amor vincit onmnia" love conquers all things.

everywhere you go, you must be well dressed

Taxi Diptych, originally uploaded by ABMann.

one thing i find weird here in puerto rico
is that even if you're leaving the house
for two seconds, you MUST be well dressed
and put together. heaven forbid i go to the
grocery store in pajamas, you know?

so i've been dressing nice... in dresses,
nice shirts and pants/shorts/skirts...
but today... i am over it. i will rock
my normal uniform of a v-neck, some
sort of bottom with a crotch stitched in it,
(i mean jeans or shorts) and my TOMS.

i may get a look from my gma with a
"suggestion" to change... but. i am
technically a tourist... i'll rock california
all i can.

yep.

ok.
bye!

guilty pleasure

guilty pleasure, originally uploaded by ukimmeru.

i have a guilty pleasure.
or two?

here goes....
i really like....
rascal flatts
& taylor swift.
and maybe some
line dancing
:X

yep.
every girl has got
to have their quirks.

dance.

Roberto Bolle (9), originally uploaded by foolishmoon2.

a male ballet dancer
is called a Cavalier.
in case you didn't
know and wanted
to know. that is my
google knowledge
for the day.

la lluvia

Running in the rain, originally uploaded by Florinda©.

i got to go on a night time kayak excursion
last night. i was determined to go see the
bioluminescent bay.

a cloudy night
the moon fighting to show light
and failing miserably.

it was pouring rain
and i loved it.
the drops of water crashed
into the bay.
they met my face
and dripped quickly down.

we kayaked through the
canal underneath this
perfect tunnel made
by the trees.

the second the paddle
hit the water, it was
surrounded by a blue
glowing light.

i felt like a kid splashing
the water around.

the bay was amazing,
though. it was raining
hard enough to the
point where the impact
of the drops hitting the
water were enough to
make the whole bay glow.

surreal.

and today it rained.
and i played in the warm,
thick rain. and i loved it.

<3

Island time zone

Island time zone, originally uploaded by szlea.

trying to make the switch over to island time
from my typically over-scheduled life.

going from being a J to a P.... just for this
vacation...
and it's hard. haha!

layover.

Layover 2, originally uploaded by C2photo.

currently, i am sitting in the Dulles Airport (D.C.)
bored.
it's 7:32am here, 4:32am on the west coast.

had a conversation buddy on the flight from
SD to DC.

mm. i'm tired. i hope i can get comfy and
fall asleep on this flight.

you know what i love?
the awkwardness of applying makeup on an airplane.
especially when I use photobooth to apply it.
hah. i love it. people stare. and i giggle.

hajsdhkja

need sleep.
will update when i get to puerto rico.

fly away

this series , originally uploaded by xxblackdahlias.

on my zephyr.
no, not really
but i am listening
to the red hot
chili peppers.

anyway. i am trying to
figure out WHAT in the
heck i should wear on
the plane tomorrow night..
i want to wear a sun dress
but... it'll be chill.E. in SD&DC
but suuuuuuuuuper warm in
puerto rico, so i don't wanna
burn up from wearing sweats.

sundress with leggings
underneath+toms+light jacket?
or normal jacket?
i don't know?

ack.

so confused.

halp?

a lady always does as she's told.

a lady always does as she's told., originally uploaded by ::reflecting truth::.

- flickr premium account expired
- i gotta do laundry tomorrow (and miss college group)
- i gotta pack for puerto rico
- give my speech before i leave for my speech class

my mind has been checked out for way too long.

toddlers & tiaras scares me.

the end.

no se, no se...

White Oleander (365/363), originally uploaded by JenniPenni.

no idea why
but after a pretty good week
i got home
and started to feel lame
and lonely.

lonely.
freaking lonely.
i think it was me
sharing my boundaries
and wants/things i won't settle
for in a guy.

i don't know. normally i
don't care that much about it
but right now i can't get it off
my mind. i don't know why
i can't seem to grasp and
accept that a Godly guy
who is equally yoked
with me hasn't pursued
me.

so weird.
i guess it's definitely a
sign to lean in heavier
on God and definitely
hold on tighter.

i've got this image of
a little girl who reaches
her dad's mid thigh who
is wrapping her arms
around his leg so tightly
and not letting go.

i feel like that needs to be
me with God right now.

i don't know why i slip into
these funks so quickly.

Lord,
I caught myself.
But can you hold
my hand tighter?
Amen.

finds crap

The Bins, originally uploaded by iheartrachabees.

they should add to the description of my position:

FINDS LOTS OF CRAP.
or stuff, to put it in a kinder way.

yeah.

Ahoy! Sailor Babo

Ahoy! Sailor Babo, originally uploaded by foom23.

i love me my sailor babo.
he's precious.

so, sad news. i went and tried on some
of my dresses last night... my cute little
sun dresses that i wear in warm weather
and prance around in... and look like i would
never in my life wear v-necks and other
skater clothes... BUT.... i couldn't zip some
of them all the way up.

LAME.

so, maybe a trip to buffalo exchange today.
yep.
might as well get some $ for my garments.

AND it's ryan's last day in SD today. so sad.
he's my bff. fo shiz.

oh! and there's a TOMS style your sole party
tonight. stoked for that, too. them vagabonds
are in town...izzle.

840am and i'm already in a weird mood. i sent
my supervisor an email on wednesday entirely
in gangster speak.

or what i think is gangster speak. it had a lot of
"yo's" and "fo shizzle's" and stuff like that.

anyway. i'm gonna look up recipes and see
if i can find anything crafty to make for breakfast...
if not, i'm makin' eggo waffles.

Sand Castle!

Sand Castle!, originally uploaded by fuzzirella.

guy-girl friendships are like sand castles.
fun to build, but they don't last.

i hated that phrase when adam and corrie
told me it.

but it started to make a hell of a lot more
sense when i started re-drawing my boundaries
with guy friends/guy interests/whatever.

i told a guy friend about it
and he fought everything i said.
who wants to be told you have to watch
the level of vulnerability you have to
have with a friend of the opposite sex?
no college student. cuz we like the right
here, right now.

but. i am a planner. i plan for the future
and for anything that can happen to foil
my plan. i am strategic. so, in that...
i started looking at my friendships.
and realized, my guy friends shouldn't
know me better than my significant other.
i have a few exceptions, but that closely
won't be allowed, sadly, once that guy
comes along that God has put out there
for me.

yep.

sand castles, baby.
sand castles.

and i will end with this.
my bangs get into my mouth now
and it's driving me BONKERS.
yay for hair cut appointments.
i only have to deal with it up until
saturday and then BAM! they're short-er.

BREAK TIME

Tired of being me (365/347), originally uploaded by JenniPenni.

so when i was in high school and when i did tech
every time 3:45 would roll around, my friend cj
and i would scream "break time!" at the top of
our lungs and haul ass out the door to run to
go get coffee or something... yeah...just to get
away so we could tolerate the last 45 minutes
of our long school days.

anyway. my mind has checked out. it wants
spring break.

i am glad i'm not taking summer school.
cuz i need a big break.

and my verbal filter isn't working very well this week.

yep.

i'm hungry.

young life

last night was my first night with Young Life Del Mar... :] that picture is of me during my initiation... we played hot potato with little brown bags that contained food nasties inside. i got to eat some prune baby food.... only leader to have to eat anything... welcome to young life.

a bit of back story:
originally with my flood internship, along with creative arts and sunday production, i also worked with high school... before i started my internship at flood, i had an internship at another church also working with high schoolers.

in working with high schoolers at flood, there was some friction and my heart wasn't in the right place for it anymore. as much as i loved working with them and bonding with them (i'm super relational) i lost heart and drive for it. i didn't want to be there anymore. also, with added friction due to different working styles (as well as other things i won't go into), things changed... and i cut off that part of my internship to solely focus on working in creative arts and sunday production.

during christmas break i prayed... and cried... and prayed... and read....and cried...and prayed, because i realized how cold and hard i let my heart become. but God truly worked in me and changed me faster than I had ever imagined. positivity became part of my demeanor again... and my heart felt light again. but something was missing...

and God cracks me up sometimes. He knows where he wants you... and so he does funny little things like place people in my life that work with high schoolers or have me meet people that are heavily involved in young life (and oh, i don't know..that run it???) and so i talked to a dear friend about it to learn more... and so i told him i would think about it...

but i put it off.

Flood's theme for the year is Risk and at the soma conference, we were all asked to pray on the last day and find out what risk we are supposed to take. a risk to be missional. people shared their hearts with the whole group, shared their risks, and i had no idea what i was going to write down.

so i prayed...and young life signs and lights kept flashing in my brain. i knew that there were tons of people in my life that i could talk to in regards to getting involved.

*back story over*

so i did. i had meetings last friday with different people to learn about it, learn about their areas, about what happens, what is required of me for being a leader... everything... and my last meeting on the day was with Michelle Dahlberg... i felt more connected with her than anyone else i had met with, she actually asked why i wanted to do it and wanted to make sure my heart was in the right place (i have no idea why i liked that so much) and yeah... so yesterday i went to check it out...


and i love it. the kids are amazing. it's so fun. the other leaders are great. and i can't wait to do more... :] <3

God is so funny like that. having me meet people... and develop those relationships...

and having me see how relational i truly am with anyone or anything...

i love it.

mmm...

happy happy <3

p.s. prune flavored baby food is naaaaaaaasty

new bra.

New Bra #2, originally uploaded by There is No Spoon Photography.

i feel better now.
fitting.
you know.

ok.

:]

haha.

photo shoot idea.

Atonement dress - By Kristina Lang, originally uploaded by liz and le vaudeville.

i have a photo shoot idea.
i want to have a girl wear a long dress... preferably calf length or longer
formal.

with a tshirt underneath or something to dress it down..
and rock it out a bit with boots orrr flats or something..

do the make-up a little edge-y (i don't know how to describe it, but i know how it looks in my mind)

make the hair pretty...rocker
and do a shoot in a parking structure and on the top floor of a parking structure at night...

BUNNY

Winter clothes (365/253), originally uploaded by JenniPenni.

i want this bunny.
so presh.
:]

i have learned....

Brynn, originally uploaded by Sholeh Prochello.

-that i can't date a guy who is high maintenance
-or who eats less and picks more at their food than i do
-who i have to mother and correct the behaviors of
-who can't accept responsibility for their actions and in turn shoves their faults onto me (this one is complicated)
-who lacks communication skills and manipulates it in a way for the girl to pursue THEM in order to stroke their ego
-who is afraid of a girl with a back bone
-who is afraid of a girl who has a strong drive & ambitions
-who is afraid of a girl who is willing to drop her life to go help in a third world country
-who doesn't like tattoos or piercings (sorry... tattoo ain't going nowhere)
-who mocks the implementation of words that typically aren't in the young american's vernacular (i've decided to implement the words that i learn and read into my daily speech)
-who prefers cynicism over positivity
-negativity and harsh sarcasm over positivity
-who feels the constant need to "fix" me, and only me when they too are broken and imperfect
-who is so self-absorbed that they cut me off every time i want to share something remotely special to me or about me
-who tries to change me into their "ideal/perfect" girl
-who doesn't love Jesus
-who doesn't accept the need of needing Christ to be the center of the relationship (or any relationship, regardless)
-who can't respect my boundaries (as hard as they may be)
-who has no creative side
-who isn't willing to venture outside of "the box"
-who is too attached/clingy
-who won't fight against my stubborn self when they know something is good for me.

this is what i have learned in the past 16 months of evaluating and re-evaluating my standards, my laundry list, and my boundaries...
well, my boundaries are still solely in my journal and in the possession of a select few to keep me accountable, but yeah.

i kept wanting to make sense of current happenings in my non-love life (because it doesn't exist) but then i only wound up confusing myself further and i decided to say "i give up, God...it's yours again" and all i have seen is Him put situations in my life to practice this new found strength in maintaining those boundaries and to be firm and to not be afraid to say what's up...

i like it.

:]

and i think i've built stronger bridges as opposed to weakening the ones of those "that could have been but weren't"

anyway.

i lay and wonder. and think. and feel. and write. and draw. and photograph. and smile, laugh, cry, love, and embrace...

i say my peace, i say it with grace...
because God has a hold of my tongue.

ok. my little congested self is out for the night.

simply because.

, originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.

soma is over.
i am satisfied.

staying in tonight. major introversion going on, boo.

mm.

i don't know...

oh.
i'm going to Uganda.
i think that's an interesting piece of information
to share.

peace.

dear f. scott fitzgerald

, originally uploaded by {damnittoby}.

the reviews you've received decades later
are correct. you do know how to paint
quite the picture with your choice of
words.

i am enjoying owning all of your
published works and immersing myself
in the word-painted images.

sincerely,

veronica
the closet bibliophile

he just couldn't take it anymore, i guess.

Suicide (365/268), originally uploaded by JenniPenni.

i finally picked a subject for this speech.
weeeoooo!

now, to properly put it into words...
enough to bring everyone to tears!

and it's 9:22am.
i have until 11:45am to do this
so i have time to still get ready and run to class.
fo sho.

will i make it??

to be continued.

i don't get to wear the cute things

Girl in Pink Bra, originally uploaded by datk0001.

so. i have officially graduated to
the double letters in bra sizes.

they need to stop growing.
they needed to stop like...
two years ago.

*le sigh*

i need to get this weight off my chest.

i need to get this weight off my chest., originally uploaded by [sry for the confusion].

so i said it. i finally said it.
sadly, through a text, and
not verbally like i had hoped,
but it needed to be said and
i said it.

i feel less burdened.

seriously, though.
calling me everyday
sometimes multiple times
a day is unbelievably
overwhelming. that is was
bf/gf do. we weren't dating.
we weren't courting.
i wasn't even interested in that.
but somehow... calling me
everyday became the norm.

i should have established the
boundary earlier and it's my
fault for letting it go on so long
but it feels good to not have to
just internalize it anymore.

it's out, it's said, and i feel
an insane amount of relief from
the tension i felt before.

my heart leads me

The bunny travels (365/310)
Originally uploaded by JenniPenni

so when i went to journal yesterday and wallow
in self pity... and of course, place the words on
paper doing so, God got ahold of my hand and
pen.

when i went to complain about me always being
second bested and blah blah, other words took
place on the page. i wrote in such a fury, when i
looked up, the words didn't say what i wanted
them to originally say. when i meant to complain
about myself and my self-worth, God had me
write instead about how He creates all things
beautiful. They're beautiful because they are
His. Nothing made by Him is ever mediocre.
that He is the only one who can determine
beauty because He created it. Someone's
vision skewed by the worldly definition of
beauty knows nothing.

i felt awestruck by that, but then i felt a sense of
peace and realized how true it was.

despite the common pattern that seems to
happen with my love life, i need not worry.
God has got me and He has also placed me
in an amazing community of individuals.

and i'm beautiful. if someone thinks otherwise,
then i feel bad that the world has placed
such stereotypes in their mind.

all i can do is love on them and hope that
they realize the ramifications of what they
say and do.

mm. <3

God is so good.
His love is so good.
And His love burns in my veins.

gonna kick it good.

Kick the ball
Originally uploaded by Pawel Sawicki

i'm so tired of this.
the next time i get treated
like second best, or get
second bested by a guy,
they better be covering their
crotch. 'cuz i plan on kicking
them in the weiner.

*sigh of slight frustration*

so done with it.
i'm not at all second best material.
oh hecks no.

yup.

but that still doesn't mean that i'm
totally over it right now.

i keep questioning my self worth, but
WHY?!

:/

hugs, coffee, and lovin' ...

i want that.

Life is Fragile

Life is Fragile
Originally uploaded by Ben Paulus

levi is gone.

i can't even fathom how mike is feeling
or how jamie is feeling
or how his mom is feeling...

one tragedy brings people close
together... to hold each other up...
how long will this feeling last?

life is so fragile.

levi seemed to be the most
durable out of us all..
and now he's gone.

life is so fragile.

Hoobastank (Music Band)

Hoobastank (Music Band)
Originally uploaded by _Haya_

they're still alive out there?
i thought they disappeared?
well, according to itunes they
just released a new album...

WEIRD.

anyhoo.

i have one class i believe
i will dread every single day...
speech. why? i have to talk
in front of people. NOT COOL.

anyway, found out someone i
went to h.s. with died today.
we were classmates, but not super
close. it's a hard blow that kind of hit
me like "wow... levi... big levi is dead?"
but not to the point of tears. my prayers
go out to his family. but at least he's in
heaven now. that's good. kind of j he
gets to see God.

mm. i love you all.

stand, soar, we lift our voices louder than before

i am glad i emailed mindi the song "symptoms of trend."
i am glad i pushed for it.
i am glad they danced to it (and well, might i add).
i am glad trevor davis came.
i am glad mark suhonen drummed and produced it on-site.
i am glad dr. seahorse got an amazing, positive reaction.

thank you for allowing me to present you with the drug new of music. it's quite addicting and is surrounding my life like a thick cloud... and i love it.

thank you haley for introducing me to dr. seahorse.
i am glad i was the culprit who induced this newfound addiction to many :]


mm. i am excited for my music 100 class. my teacher is more focused on listening to music and going over the different types as opposed to boring us out of our minds with information that isn't pertinent to music (i.e. beethoven's birth date... i mean, beethoven is awesome.. but little details like that didn't influence the outcome of western music today) so... i look forward to attending "mandatory" concerts. and writing reviews. and exposing my class mates to new stuff (we all have to bring 5 songs to listen to and analyze to class this whole semester).

other than a little blip with the bank today, today was a good day.

haley&veronica time + music 100 + people's stauses proclaiming their newfound appreciation for dr. seahorse.

i love you.

dream a dream and see through angel's eyes

I dream of giving birth to a child who will ask, "Mother, what was war?" ~Eve Merriam
Originally uploaded by {damnittoby}

"the moon and the stars declare who You are"

dr. seahorse (= trevor davis&mark suhonen) at flood today.
i am VERY excited.

school starts tomorrow.

umm.

i want coffee sessions, please.

my friend will is coming down from santa monica for a san diego day trip on friday... any suggestions as to where to take him and his friend? there's lot to do, but i am unbelievably clueless.

hmmkay. i love you, baby boo.

the second star to the right

Fairy!
Originally uploaded by Aaron Van Dike

peter pan will always be my
most favorite disney movie.

this trip has shown me new things,
and has let this new work that God
has done in my life over the past few
weeks shine bright, stay true, and
stay rooted deep. through little events
throughout the day even to placing me
in an uncomfortable situation in which
His presence was more apparent than
anything.

i am feeling so loved, so full of love, so
in want of giving love... i wish i could put it
in better words as to how it feels to have
God's love flowing and burning through my
veins. it's incredible.

i think my last day in san francisco (being today)
will be relatively mellow. i feel like doing nothing,
resting, and packing.

i'm ready to go home, to see you... to see my
family...

but pray for me. i have a conversation planned
with my best friend (who is my ultimate polar
opposite) for when she takes me to the airport.

anyway. it's almost 7AM and i've barely slept...
so i'm gonna make sure CJ sleeps, and i'll
finish catching up on my shows.

i love you.

early

Swing
Originally uploaded by candycanedisco

i fly home earlier on wednesday. i get in at 10:30AM.
wanna meet for coffee?

<3

californ-i-a

California sun setting over the ocean...
Originally uploaded by **Mary**

so, i'm on my third day here in san francisco.
it indeed is fun and in two days we did more
than i have done in a week on any other
trip i have been on. it's been great to
see the best friend, but while she was in
class yesterday, it didn't take me long
to realize how much of a southern california
girl i really am. (how much of a beach bum,
honestly)

-i miss how i can go to the beach any hour of
-the day and just listen to the waves crash.
-how the weather hates being cold so i never
have to feel ridiculous if i wear a tank top.
-how i don't have to go to a bar to be entertained
(it's been an option presented to me every night
so far and i don't go) just because i know i can
go swing dance or i have plenty of friends to
do something productive with.
-how i miss my friends and family.
-i like that the homeless people in san diego keep
their distance and don't touch you and get up
in your face
-cars have a use and purpose
-concrete isn't anywhere destroying anyone's view
of this beautiful world God created
-i miss my church community

i like san francisco. shopping is great and i have
a love for cable cars now, but you know... the
suburbs here don't feel like suburbs at all. i miss
the space and i miss being able to feel i can breathe.

san francisco is so incredibly fun. you don't even
know...

but. give me san diego. heat waves and all.

i love you.
(p.s. i miss you)

left alone with my thoughts

Thoughts
Originally uploaded by Jordan Kiley

friend phases?
there's so many people
i was close to just months
ago... but it feels like now
we seldom talk?

it's kind of really not fun.
why don't we talk?
...why do texts go unanswered?
did i do something?
can i fix it?

mmm.

mmk. well, back to packing.

my week! :]

Sunset in the airport
Originally uploaded by 45street | www.victorpuig.com

monday:
sleep in
intern
laundry #1 (hand washables)

tuesday:
intern
coffee
drive to OC
time with friends in OC

wednesday:
day off
laundry (darks, coats, whites, lights)
berlin&v time
bank trip
pack

thursday:
first flight out from SD to San Francisco
*in San Francisco till the 21st*
then...
CJ, V, and Rob time!!!
bahahahahahha

aww. i'm gonna miss you..
but i love you.
and i'll be back :]
pray for a safe trip
love love love you.
God is working on my heart
so much and helping me be
more intentional with my actions
and how i act towards people.
it's so amazing.
pray that it continues.
<3

post.script. can i pray for you? in any way?

ursula

KINGDOM HEARTS : Ursula
Originally uploaded by EdwardLee's collection

hey lady,

i'd like my voice back.
i'm not ariel. kthnx.

well, i leave in a
a few hours to
go on the staff
retreat for flood.

still sick, and we're
heading to pine valley.
anywhoos...have a great
next three days.
love love love <3

i lost my voice.

i lost my voice.
Originally uploaded by Kolby Schnelli

i can't talk.
at all. i had stuff
to do yesterday,
so the voice that i
did have got strained.
now i can't talk.

dumb people.

*le sigh*

don't attempt to call me.
only text.
i'll hang up on you.
not trying to be mean,
but it's a futile attempt
to get me to speak.

pray for my recovery?

tylenol cold

tylenol COLD head congestion
Originally uploaded by angelo cioffari

this stuff
is my most favorite
for when i'm sick.

*le sigh*
the feverish me
is gonna try and
go back to bed.

good night.