i need to get this weight off my chest.

i need to get this weight off my chest., originally uploaded by [sry for the confusion].

so i said it. i finally said it.
sadly, through a text, and
not verbally like i had hoped,
but it needed to be said and
i said it.

i feel less burdened.

seriously, though.
calling me everyday
sometimes multiple times
a day is unbelievably
overwhelming. that is was
bf/gf do. we weren't dating.
we weren't courting.
i wasn't even interested in that.
but somehow... calling me
everyday became the norm.

i should have established the
boundary earlier and it's my
fault for letting it go on so long
but it feels good to not have to
just internalize it anymore.

it's out, it's said, and i feel
an insane amount of relief from
the tension i felt before.