kurt vonnegut

Everything was beautiful...
Originally uploaded by Lemonjr

gifts:
gift card for itunes
gift card for sun diego
IC camera gun scarf
trip to san francisco to visit the best friend
and a money commitment from my mom

so, with the money commitment.., they're supporting my want to go to africa, but the thing is, i didn't ask for that. i wasn't even going to apply to go this year on the flood trips. so i'm bitter about it because i really wanted plane tickets to seattle, because i know that trip would have worked. now it feels like i need to rearrange my plans in order to please the parents and use that gift they gave me. also, i don't even KNOW if they'd pick me to go on the uganda trip with flood. i don't. at all.

why am i bitter about it? i want to go.

but at the same time, it feels like it might just go wasted. it's dumb.

:/

merry christmas.

the show.

Welcome to The Show (177/365)
Originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth

"the show" by lenka.
a talented aussie singer.

anyway, merry christmas eve.
i am excited for the christmas eve service.
there's a strange beauty in candle light among
the darkness. so i am very excited for this
candle light service.

i am also excited to go to this service as an
observer... first time in a long while. it'll be
different.

ho ho hopefully the maine

tomorrow is christmas. it has lost its childlike
charm, but it hasn't lost it's meaning to me.

i'm extremely mellowed out right now. i think
i may be getting sick, but i honestly do not know.
either way. it's winter and i love it. i have free,
unscheduled time, and i love it. (i would also like
to spend it with you. very very much so)

"And the first time that You opened Your eyes
Did You realize that You would be my Savior
And the first breath that left Your lips
Did You know that it would change this world forever
And the first time that You opened Your eyes
Did You realize that You would be my Savior
And the first breath that left Your lips
Did You know that it would change this world forever"
i celebrate the day-relient k

merry christmas, love.
spread the holiday cheer.
i love you.

question mark

Question Mark on the Wall
Originally uploaded by The B@man

confusion
and
questions
of
all
sorts.

i
don't
know.

float like a butterfly

Float Like A Butterfly...
Originally uploaded by BennCapon

sting like a bee.

life is
simply my play ground.
i'll do what i want
when i want.

i dare you to tame my
free spirit.

and the only one who
can regulate when
i work and play is
God.

i like structure
and reliance on my
Holy and Amazing Father

but i'll flit from thing to
thing. dance from place
to place. stomp on new
grounds and kick up
a storm.

i dare you to try and tame
me.

:]

it'll be fun to see you make an attempt.

i was pretending

IMG_3615
Originally uploaded by xxblackdahlias

to be fat kid getting a piggy back
because at the time, i thought it
was super funny.

because i am HILARIOUS

oh geez, man.
i am nuts.
nuts, nuts, nuts.

i want supplies to start this set
already!!

argggggg

lalalalalala

i'm working on a new playlist.

i don't

I'm not ready (365/19)
Originally uploaded by Jordan Kiley

think i'm ready
to give up my
independence
yet.