Everything was beautiful...
Originally uploaded by Lemonjr
gifts:
gift card for itunes
gift card for sun diego
IC camera gun scarf
trip to san francisco to visit the best friend
and a money commitment from my mom
so, with the money commitment.., they're supporting my want to go to africa, but the thing is, i didn't ask for that. i wasn't even going to apply to go this year on the flood trips. so i'm bitter about it because i really wanted plane tickets to seattle, because i know that trip would have worked. now it feels like i need to rearrange my plans in order to please the parents and use that gift they gave me. also, i don't even KNOW if they'd pick me to go on the uganda trip with flood. i don't. at all.
why am i bitter about it? i want to go.
but at the same time, it feels like it might just go wasted. it's dumb.
:/
merry christmas.
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