can now be found...
here.
kthnx. <3
i love you.
but.
time for a change.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
the Sun is Up, the Sky is Blue
i think you should listen to a little band called
Barcelona...they're pretty good.
so, the chronic anemia hit me really hard
this week. the last time it hit me this hard,
i was a sophomore in high school and i
passed out at a show choir competition.
so i'm being treated like a kid right now
and being told to take it easy because
otherwise!..i wind up in the hospital.
so, i felt no need to go to the doctor since
i can usually recognize an episode right
off the bat (i feel weak&fatigued all the time,
all i want to do is sleep, i am only awake long
enough to get a meal in me and even then it's
a struggle, i get dizzy if i sit up or stand up
for too long, i feel dehydrated, sometimes i
get vertigo...yeah) so i felt a few of them early
on and called kaiser to let the doctor lady
know what was up and she e-mailed me a
chart that they used to give me when i was
in middle school to log what i ate and to check
the iron levels and nutrient levels in it.
needless to say, my attempt at the rice&beans
fast on monday wasn't good for it... so i'm back
to eating normal foods...especially foods high
in iron (which = red meats which gives me a
stomach ache...but i just deal cuz
stomach ache>hospital trip) so yeah.
hmm. hopefully i will be back in commission
this weekend...especially since shine day
is saturday... last time i had a bad episode
i was out for almost two weeks... so hopefully
i keep getting better.
anyway.
methinks that's it.
oh.
i really wanna have a photo shoot... where i'm
not taking pictures... and i'm on the other side..
i think it'd be fun?
yeah.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
the rescue
flickr searched this and found some legitimately from SD.
it was amazing.
it was awesome.
my mom pissed me off.
it was still amazing.
and we got dominated
by sprinklers and we
STILL staked out.
i talked to thousands
of people over a mega
phone to rile them up
at the Abduction Site
and ran a circus to get
them to the LRA camp.
good day.
minus the mom.
but still.
good day.
20 more cities to be rescued
as of right now.
http://nightof.therescue.invisiblechildren.com
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
head vs. heart
they're kind of at war right now.
can't make up their mind(s).
yep.
i want a cinnamon roll.
or some frozen yogurt.
i'm trying to eat healthy.
trying really hard.
yep.
Monday, April 20, 2009
alrighty.
i'm ready for summer and no school.
this weather makes it so hard to concentrate.
anyway.
so, i finished all the make up work and tests.
i feel less stressed, but until The Rescue is
over, i won't feel relief.
young life tonight. yep.
le sigh.
i'm doing well.
i think that's a good update.
that i'm doing well.
and i hope you are, too.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
defeat.
i feel pretty defeated.
one of my professors lost
ALL of my work.
9 weeks worth of work.
9 weeks worth of tests.
and i have until tomorrow
to make all of the work up.
and i have to re-take all
the tests on monday.
i'm only getting half credit
for all of it.
but half credit is better
than no credit.
despite trying to be positive
about that, i still feel incredibly
defeated.
:/
and i need to crank out
the new set.
and do more planning
for The Rescue.
and work on booking
for summer tours.
:/
i feel defeated.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
el sol.
i do miss the sunshine
and the warm weather.
but you know how you feel
when you get home from
a trip and land in san diego
and then go home to sleep
in your own bed and be around
all things familiar?
that felt good.
<3
gonna *hopefully* get my new tattoo
today.
"amor vincit onmnia" love conquers all things.








