invisible children

Invisible Children Van HDR
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i am now a "committed volunteer" at Invisible Children.
i worked there yesterday and i love it..
even though all i did was write "thank you" postcards,
enter names from the different regions into the database,
and sew africa hats.
i <3 the staff, interns, and roadies.

i am getting frustrated with renewnation.
they want my help, but don't tell me about the
meetings and then ask me why i didn't go..
but i would go to the meetings if i KNEW about them.

and then i am getting frustrated with myself
because i feel like i am doing a lot
and then i feel like i am not doing enough.

and buying so much gas is taking a toll on me
and my bank account.

and any suggestion i make gets over looked.
and that also bugs me.

i just feel insanely frustrated.

and i want God to take my frustration away.

ugh. i don't really know how to feel right now.