i don't know what it is

hott lip piercing
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but i love lip rings.
on guys.
hsadjsha.
freaking little girl crush of mine.
oh dear.

anyway, onto more relevant things.
so the question that i almost misconstrued
today turned out to be a question for
me to reflect and stand back to take
a gander as to how God has worked
and changed my heart within the past
months.

these past months have floored me
with the immense amount of blessings.
i have found myself accepting them all
with open arms, whether they be good or bad
[well, bad in regards to making me move from
my comfort zone] and such.
i have learned a lot about myself and i strive to
continue to change until i reach that state of perfection
that the Bible talks about. the state of being Christ-like.

God has me right where he wants me right now...
which is helping with Schools for Schools, Invisible Children,
and helping develop (what should hopefully turn out to be
a great event) RenewNation. So many things fell straight up
into my lap in regards to this event and i know it's all because
God had it ready to go for me. I keep praying for him to give me
strength because i feel like i keep biting off more than i can
chew, but i know he won't allow me to take on anything
that i can't handle.

in helping with this event, i felt my old sense of determination
and drive come back, but this time i was able to look at it
in a new light. in a way that made me realize why i was made
this way. why i have a low tolerance for things that aren't right,
and the sense of constantly needing to get things done.

i now know that the decision in regards to what i want to
do for schooling now is right (after changing my mind
3726173862 times) and i feel strongly about it.

i don't know what else to say, but i am happy
i was asked that question today.

to take in all the blessings.
to be grateful for all the changes.
to understand why those things have happened.

God is great.

and i know that you'll agree on that one.

love you.