sweet escape

relaxing...
Originally uploaded by elfis gallery

i know that i can't exactly take a
weekend to hibernate from the
world yet, or even just to run
off for a bit cuz unfortunately,
time will not allow...

but talking to david, a good
friend that i can relate to last night...
he was helping me think of ways to
find time to myself so i can just
escape and be worry-free for a while.

i think that for me to escape for a bit,
i might actually make that trip up to
santa monica that i've been wanting
to do. i want to go somewhere and
be a stranger, and be completely care-free.
have nothing tying me down or keeping
me weighed down with responsibilities
and stress... just for a day.

at the moment, i am debating whether or not
i am small group leader material. i would
like to lead one and have a small group
where we also meet outside of flood...as friends,
as community...be that support system always.

well, starting at 10:30AM, i will not have an
ounce of spare time anymore until sunday
mid-day.

i wish you all the best.
and i wish peace of mind for myself.