she walks the line

she walks the line
Originally uploaded by Zenith Phuong

there's a fine line...
i'm still learning how
much is ok of me to
give of my heart...
and how much is
too much...

because i keep allowing
myself to get hurt.
i keep a finger on my heart
which belongs to my Lord...
and it's not mine.
it's His.

i feel so unsure with
decisions lately.
and i really feel that
i need to fast for a day
or two... to figure out what
it is that i am to do exactly
with this International Studies
major.

i'm drawn to it.
i just don't know
what i am to do with it.

i have my second interview
tomorrow. at two.

pray for my heart.
pray for clarity for me.
pray for my to have
the balance while i
walk on this tight rope.

i hope that this works itself out.

hm.