it's driving me insane

i hate not being able to do anything.
i'm the type of person who wants
to help and get things done... like, now.
i've watched the invisible children video
twice now and it makes my heart ache.
i watched the Sunday video that my
bracelet came with... and it makes my heart ache.

i want to participate in a "displace me"
rally, or even anything similar to it...
even if it is used as a fund raiser to assist
IC or S4S or SOMETHING in order to benefit
the cause.

i hate not being able to do anything!!!
it's the kind of frustration that makes me cry
because i feel so insignificant not being able to
physically do anything. i will always donate money
to some cause of that sort... always...
but to me, money can only do so much.
i want to go and do SOMETHING. lend my
hands to help...

sitting here feeling helpless drives me nuts.
you already know that i want to go to africa
like none other...so it makes no use to keep saying it.

i need to figure out something i can do to help
people in the mean time.

i feel like God's calling for me, ultimately is to have
a career in the long run where i can help people.

to do:
buy water bottles&chewy bars to give to the homeless
whenever i drive by someone.

yay, costco.

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