a distorted reflection

Distorted reflection
Originally uploaded by lovestruck.

so saturday i wound up feeling the effects
of a concusion. and now thinking about it,
i was a very angry and bitter person
friday night after leaving the EMT station
and all day saturday. it kinda sucks thinking
about it...because it was me reverting to who
i once was... and who i no longer want to be.

luckily, things took a 180 degree turn for the
better and i felt like myself again. although i
was stuck filling up tons of 5-gallon cambros
over and over that day, it wasn't anything bad.
it was for The Rock church's easter services
and i was glad to help people who wanted
to reach out to others and serve God.
and everyone who came into our store on
Sunday was absolutely wonderful :]

i love easter. Jesus isn't dead anymore..
it is pretty SWEET.

and now that lent is over... i still find myself
craving sweets... but not actually giving into
those cravings. i went grocery shopping for
lunch foods today and as i walked by the cookies
and such multiple times.... i didn't cave and buy them.
i'm pretty proud of myself.

... i'm nervous about the internship application.
i want to do a good job on it and i really want one of
those positions. but i will do whatever God has planned for me.

well, i had a good closing shift tonight. tips were good, too.

love you.