i'll try my heartest

i'll try my heartest.
i like that.
way more than "hardest".
i feel like saying i'll try my hardest
means that you'll only put the required
effort and a little bit more into it.

i'll try my heartest.
i like that better. it sounds like you'd
put your whole heart into whatever
you do. to show you really care about
what you're doing.

i like my new starbucks a lot.
my manager is a doll. she's super sweet.
she's never mean. she does follow the
rule book and gets irked when you do
something that's against "code", but then
again, who wouldn't? if i was the manager
i would too.

my new store actually has nice customers
that come in&out. they're nice. always.
it's strange. i'm always happy to help.
my last two stores and had to put on the
fakey-plastered on-smile and attitude
just so i could fool myself&people that
i was doing alright.

mmmm i'm loving it.

i want to go on a day trip up to julian&
see snow&get apple pie. want to join?

&&i would also love to go on an adventure
and take pictures... i'm determined to take
a contradictory picture... like wearing a
winter coat and jeans and such, but take a
picture at the beach. that'd be fun.

i want to learn how to ice skate. i've been..
once. and i clung to the wall like a scared
little girl the whole time.

&&i would like to learn how to swing.
i've wanted to learn to do that for a while.
it seems like fun. good fun fun fun fun fun.

:]

haha. i don't know what else to do.
thank goodness i have tomorrow off.