for some people, no never means no

i don't understand why some people automatically assume
that when i say "no" it for some magical reason never means
what it was intended to.

and when i have to get a bit aggressive to show that i meant
what i said, i automatically get called a b***h. for some unknown
reason.

i don't get it.
yeah, i'm nice.... but it doesn't mean that i give in to everything.
heaven forbid i think for myself, right?
just because i just turned 18 a few months ago APPARENTLY
means that i'm still unbelievably immature and am incapable
of knowing what is right or wrong or what is in my best interest.
oh no... because i am so young and naive, i just don't know anything.

you know what... i'm gonna get some mistletoe and hang it
above my behind and give people a reason to kiss it...

i'm young, but i'm not stupid...
i can think for myself
and i have yet to do
something stupid
in my life.

thank you world, but no thanks.
i'm a big girl.
it's time to stop under estimating me
and it's time to let me go.

i'm capable of way more than you
assume.

blah.

on the other foot...
i love my laptop.

and all of you...
<3