i'm nervous

The candle burnt out long before....
Originally uploaded by jodders_898

to burn out too fast.

with all the changes the way they are going
and all that... i understand that i'm going to
work...a lot...

i'm nervous
that my own flame will burn out too quickly.

the way it looks so far in my schedules
is that the only days i will have
off are friday and saturday, but i may
even have to sacrifice my friday nights.
and saturdays don't count because i'm
gonna need sleep for the long sundays.

and my only free nights are mondays
and thursdays.

school.
intern.
schools for schools.


i understand that i have made commitments
and i have every intention of keeping them.
but....i don't want to give everything i like doing
up.