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i wrote a letter to absolutely no one today.
it wasn't really a letter. it was kind of just
a list of questions that can only be answered
in theories, and can't really be answered
with fact.

then i burned it because i felt like some things
were better left to be theories and that i shouldn't
expect for everything to have a set answer.
and that God created everything, so no matter
why i wanted to know why, i just know that
God made it have a purpose.

so today is flood PM shift #2 out of infinity.
haha.
the joys of being an intern.
i have been at flood for 8 days straight.
either at the offices or at kearny or even
both.

so i pretty much made the whole new set
by myself. and i'm just wondering how
it looks now. i'm too judgmental of my
own work.. so i will look at it with the most
scrutinizing view.

so...tell me what you think, yeah? you can say
"veronica, you're a crap set designer" orrrr
"veronica, it looks pretty decent, actually"
cuz i do want feedback. i'm rusty with all
the tech stuff so it was weird to force myself
back into an old routine. but i liked it.

blasting music, getting crap all over my clothes
that i know probably won't come out, sawing,
gluing, painting... just creating.

anyway. i'm still super fascinated by my MBTI
categorization. i'm an INFJ. and i like
reading all the different things that the definitions
that different people write have to say.

:]

anyway.
Jesus loves you, and so do i.
i'm feeling quite giggly today so
i'm gonna go amuse myself with
something pointless for 45 minutes
before i bum rush it over to Flood.