it's warped.

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this summer is going to be very different for me.
i am officially done with starbucks.
i have quite a list of goals that i want to
accomplish this summer, and not very much
time or money to do it.

among my internship and school, i need to
somehow manage to fit:
-a trip to the zoo
-the ventura&san diego warped yours
-disneyland
-photo adventure
-drive up the 1&101
-trips to visit people that have gone home for summer
-a fantastic fourth of july
-beach days
-3 months of not cutting my hair
-various other concerts
&&more i have yet to think of...

last night's message really got me, and it was the message
i needed to hear and learn more about.
i kept praying that God rip my heart to shreds and
let Him break through and break into me.
i felt it. and then the water works went off, and i couldn't
have been happier.

"you've got so much love in you"

the stories of unconditional love that he had to tell us last night
were amazing. especially with that one lady who lost so much
that was so important to her and yet she still managed to forgive
and keep on loving.

the lessons that i am going to learn this summer have already started
to become quite apparent. and i'm ready to face them head on. i told
someone on saturday that i am a very confrontational person... and i
intend to work with that.

hmm.

i love hugs.
i loved all the hugs from last night.
i love the strange ways people show affection...whether it be through an awkward smile, a simple touch, a hug, a strange nickname of sorts,
the sheer company and assurance of a text message... i love it all.

anyway, there's a meeting i must get to for my internship.

i love you.

and for those i haven't seen in a week or more,
i miss you.

see you soon and may God continue to light up your life
and let the flame burn brightly.

peace.