Thursday, January 17, 2008

how is it

that i manage to mess something up
that i thought was going so well?
i guess i'm not worth it.
or so i'm told.

all i said was that i wish
said person would just put
a teensy bit more input/effort...
so it wouldn't always have to be me
visiting or coming up with ideas on
what do to...

i love that person's company...

but

i guess i'm not worth it.

this sucks...

:(

i need a pick me up, badly..

and sadly, this mood puts me
in a funk and i don't even want
to swing tonight.

2 comments:

perkyNbLue said...

GASP!!

No! This is the time that you NEED to go dancing!! I really hope you make it tonight. I would be sad if you didn't. Don't let a boy's view of you cloud the view that God has of you. You are a strong woman and fully capable of overcoming any obstacle. I hope to see you soon. Love you!

perkyNbLue said...

Well, I understand if you don't come tonight. I would love to spend time with you tomorrow. We're going dancing tomorrow night as well, if you'd like to join us for that as well. I love you. I'll pray for your mental health!