melancholy

melancholy spirit
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so my mom told me that if my dog...
my wonderful big, loving, smart dog...
got sick one more time, she is going
to have her put down.

i'm mad at her.
how can she do that?
my dog is old. 11 human years=77 dog years.
she's an old lady. and like normal
human being old ladies, they require
lots of doctor (vet) trips and lots of meds.

i'm convinced that she only wants her
stupid little purse dogs in the picture
of her "perfect" house hold and my
dog doesn't fit in that mental image
of perfection.

so.

i'm mad. it's MY dog! she can't do that!
i want my dog to die of old age and if
MY dog has to be put down, it better be
because she's brain dead or something.
not because of some stupid reason.

i didn't even know what to say to her.
it made me so mad.