
Swing
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i fly home earlier on wednesday. i get in at 10:30AM.
wanna meet for coffee?
<3
life is only good when you put your whole self&whole heart into it. that's how God intended us to live.

i fly home earlier on wednesday. i get in at 10:30AM.
wanna meet for coffee?
<3

so, i'm on my third day here in san francisco.
it indeed is fun and in two days we did more
than i have done in a week on any other
trip i have been on. it's been great to
see the best friend, but while she was in
class yesterday, it didn't take me long
to realize how much of a southern california
girl i really am. (how much of a beach bum,
honestly)
-i miss how i can go to the beach any hour of
-the day and just listen to the waves crash.
-how the weather hates being cold so i never
have to feel ridiculous if i wear a tank top.
-how i don't have to go to a bar to be entertained
(it's been an option presented to me every night
so far and i don't go) just because i know i can
go swing dance or i have plenty of friends to
do something productive with.
-how i miss my friends and family.
-i like that the homeless people in san diego keep
their distance and don't touch you and get up
in your face
-cars have a use and purpose
-concrete isn't anywhere destroying anyone's view
of this beautiful world God created
-i miss my church community
i like san francisco. shopping is great and i have
a love for cable cars now, but you know... the
suburbs here don't feel like suburbs at all. i miss
the space and i miss being able to feel i can breathe.
san francisco is so incredibly fun. you don't even
know...
but. give me san diego. heat waves and all.
i love you.
(p.s. i miss you)

friend phases?
there's so many people
i was close to just months
ago... but it feels like now
we seldom talk?
it's kind of really not fun.
why don't we talk?
...why do texts go unanswered?
did i do something?
can i fix it?
mmm.
mmk. well, back to packing.

monday:
sleep in
intern
laundry #1 (hand washables)
tuesday:
intern
coffee
drive to OC
time with friends in OC
wednesday:
day off
laundry (darks, coats, whites, lights)
berlin&v time
bank trip
pack
thursday:
first flight out from SD to San Francisco
*in San Francisco till the 21st*
then...
CJ, V, and Rob time!!!
bahahahahahha
aww. i'm gonna miss you..
but i love you.
and i'll be back :]
pray for a safe trip
love love love you.
God is working on my heart
so much and helping me be
more intentional with my actions
and how i act towards people.
it's so amazing.
pray that it continues.
<3
post.script. can i pray for you? in any way?

hey lady,
i'd like my voice back.
i'm not ariel. kthnx.
well, i leave in a
a few hours to
go on the staff
retreat for flood.
still sick, and we're
heading to pine valley.
anywhoos...have a great
next three days.
love love love <3

i can't talk.
at all. i had stuff
to do yesterday,
so the voice that i
did have got strained.
now i can't talk.
dumb people.
*le sigh*
don't attempt to call me.
only text.
i'll hang up on you.
not trying to be mean,
but it's a futile attempt
to get me to speak.
pray for my recovery?

this stuff
is my most favorite
for when i'm sick.
*le sigh*
the feverish me
is gonna try and
go back to bed.
good night.